life as we know it!!!!!!

Well as anyone with kids know life as we know it will never again be the same. I thought when I was 14 that I had my whole life ahead of me and I had no worries and then the 2 blue lines showed up then life as I knew it would never again be the same. Don't get me wrong my son was not a planned pregnancy by any means but I certainly would not change it even if I could. I grew up way too fast after that point, with diaper changes and 2 am feeding I didn't have much of a choice but to grow up really fast. I'm thankful everyday that I had the love and support of my wonderful parents through it all. With growing up I thought i was old enough to move out on my own when I was 16, which seemed like a good idea and worked well for the most part ( minus the boyfriend I had at the time) a years later I saw those 2 blue lines again. This time it was a little more planned as I for some reason thought I was grown up enough to have another baby even though I was only 17 lol. Well this time it was a girl and to begin with I was so excited and happy I would have a little girl to play dress up with and put her into pretty little dresses. Then the oh crap factor set in of it's a little girl and she will get older and she will want boyfriends and I think that's the point where my hair started turning grey and falling out lol. The baby years were great with both of them except my son had colic and wouldn't sleep EVER but i got past that stage and the terrible 2's weren't too bad with him but then my daughter hit the terrible 2's and oooooohhhhhh boy she has red hair and she let EVERYONE around her know it too. It was around that point that I started trying to get pregnant again ( yeah when I read all this myself I starting thinking why was I trying for another lol). Both of my kids started getting older and older and the thought of having another baby kept getting farther and farther away. I was really just starting to get used tot he idea that I had a 12 year old son and a 9 year old daughter and they sure know how to drive me up a wall and back down it most of the time. I had finally gotten a job that i absolutely loved I was working in an auto body shop and no not as a secretary I was a bodyman I took apart cars and fixed them, I loved waking up in the morning to go to work because I enjoyed what I did. We finally decided to give up on trying for another baby I mean after all the 2 I had were older and it had been 8 years since i had my daughter at that point, we decided to be happy with the 2 we had. About 9 months after starting there I found out I was pregnant, at that point it was such a surprise I wasn't sure how to react. Well 9 months later I am blessed with yet another gorgeous wonderful baby boy. So now that he is 3 months old already and everything seems new to me again since it's been so long I decided to start a blog about my life my joys, wonderment's, frustrations and the things that come along with being a parent. Hopefully someone out there will enjoy reading it...maybe 1 person out there lol. So i hope you enjoy what is to come and please feel free to send me any comments questions or stories you might have as I always enjoy hearing other peoples stories as well to know that i'm not alone.